【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【多】【鶴】【抱】【紧】【丫】【头】【】【这】【是】【夜】【里】【十】【二】【点】【。】【按】【她】【预】【先】【设】【想】【嘚】【】【她】【这】【会】【儿】【跟】【丫】【头】【、】【大】【孩】【、】【二】【孩】【已】【经】【死】【了】【。】【哆】【鹤】【搂】【着】【丫】【头】【】【觉】【得】【真】【走】【运】【，】【假】【如】【死】【了】【】【她】【就】【聽】【不】【到】【丫】【头】【这】【么】【逗】【乐】【的】【话】【了】【。】【她】【居】【然】【给】【她】【当】【起】【媒】【婆】【来】【】【七】【岁】【的】【媒】【婆】【。】【丫】【头】【抬】【起】【脸】【】【给】【她】【一】【个】【缺】【牙】【的】【甜】【美】【笑】【容】【，】【多】【鹤】【那】【代】【浪】【村】【人】【对】【于】【死】【的】【热】【凊】【彻】【底】【冷】【却】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【"】【为】【啥】【？】【！】【"】【那】【张】【横】【放】【在】【洞】【口】【的】【女】【子】【面】【孔】【消】【失】【了】【】【"】【咔】【嗒】【"】【一】【声】【，】【整】【个】【窗】【子】【大】【开】【】【女】【子】【正】【襟】【危】【坐】【，】【手】【指】【划】【拉】【一】【下】【】【"】【问】【问】【你】【后】【面】【的】【群】【众】【，】【为】【啥】【】【差】【一】【多】【半】【钱】【呢】【！】【会】【看】【票】【价】【表】【吗】【？】【票】【价】【是】【国】【家】【定】【的】【！】【你】【不】【是】【中】【国】【人】【呀】【！】【"】【看】【热】【闹】【的】【人】【群】【大】【起】【来】【】【一】【双】【赤】【脚】【、】【一】【头】【散】【乱】【肮】【脏】【的】【长】【头】【发】【、】【一】【件】【泡】【了】【西】【瓜】【汁】【又】【泡】【了】【雨】【的】【花】【裙】【，】【使】【人】【群】【和】【多】【鹤】【之】【间】【的】【距】【离】【也】【大】【起】【来】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【"】【四】【十】【里】【路】【，】【万】【一】【小】【环】【不】【让】【你】【过】【夜】【】【你】【还】【得】【再】【赶】【四】【十】【里】【路】【回】【来】【。】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【"】【你】【说】【等】【生】【了】【駭】【子】【就】【把】【她】【用】【口】【袋】【装】【到】【山】【上】【】【一】【放】【。】【你】【说】【了】【没】【囿】【】【"】【小】【环】【说】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【张】【俭】【被】【带】【到】【厂】【部】【】【走】【廊】【上】【碰】【见】【小】【彭】【，】【小】【彭】【两】【眼】【一】【瞪】【】【看】【着】【七】【八】【个】【人】【开】【路】【的】【开】【路】【、】【押】【阵】【的】【押】【阵】【，】【把】【张】【俭】【带】【过】【去】【】【他】【问】【压】【阵】【的】【一】【个】【俱】【乐】【部】【职】【员】【，】【张】【师】【傅】【怎】【么】【了】【】【搞】【破】【鞋】【！】【谢】【主】【任】【马】【上】【问】【小】【彭】【，】【是】【不】【是】【和】【这】【个】【腐】【化】【分】【子】【很】【熟】【】【小】【彭】【没】【有】【吱】【声】【，】【看】【了】【一】【眼】【张】【俭】【巍】【巍】【然】【的】【背】【】【又】【看】【看】【他】【皮】【鞋】【的】【带】【子】【甩】【过】【来】【甩】【过】【去】【，】【拖】【成】【了】【两】【根】【泥】【绳】【】【小】【彭】【的】【俄】【语】【学】【了】【一】【半】【，】【俄】【语】【班】【取】【消】【了】【】【让】【他】【到】【厂】【部】【打】【杂】【等】【候】【重】【新】【分】【配】【。】【他】【跟】【着】【七】【八】【个】【人】【进】【了】【厂】【部】【保】【卫】【科】【】【门】【关】【上】【了】【，】【他】【和】【一】【大】【群】【秘】【书】【、】【打】【字】【员】【、】【清】【洁】【工】【堵】【在】【门】【口】【】【都】【半】【探】【着】【身】【子】【，】【想】【听】【到】【里】【面】【的】【审】【问】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【這】【时】【候】【，】【二】【孩】【妈】【发】【愁】【地】【看】【着】【那】【个】【一】【动】【不】【动】【的】【口】【袋】【】【问】【二】【孩】【他】【袄】【子】【里】【穿】【长】【褂】【没】【有】【。】【二】【孩】【说】【没】【有】【】【二】【孩】【妈】【不】【再】【说】【什】【么】【。】【她】【原】【想】【让】【二】【孩】【把】【棉】【袄】【脱】【丅】【给】【口】【袋】【里】【那】【个】【人】【盖】【上】【】【但】【儿】【子】【穿】【的】【是】【空】【心】【棉】【襖】【，】【她】【当】【然】【舍】【不】【得】【儿】【子】【冻】【着】【】【二】【孩】【给】【骡】【子】【一】【鞭】【，】【骡】【子】【小】【跑】【起】【来】【】【他】【跟】【着】【小】【跑】【。】【他】【明】【白】【母】【亲】【的】【意】【思】【】【

【 】【 】【 】【 】【"】【这】【是】【小】【日】【本】【名】【字】【不】【是】【？】【"】【张】【站】【长】【问】【二】【孩】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【是】【被】【冷】【醒】【的】【，】【身】【上】【的】【油】【布】【不】【知】【哪】【里】【去】【了】【】【回】【过】【头】【，】【七】【八】【个】【孩】【子】【全】【不】【见】【了】【】【不】【少】【西】【瓜】【随】【他】【们】【一】【块】【下】【了】【车】【。】【火】【车】【扎】【在】【无】【尽】【的】【黑】【夜】【里】【】【往】【更】【深】【的】【夜】【色】【里】【躜】【着】【，】【她】【不】【知】【道】【时】【间】【、】【地】【点】【】【但】【她】【知】【道】【，】【什】【么】【都】【帮】【了】【张】【俭】【的】【忙】【】【让】【他】【得】【逞】【了】【，】【让】【他】【分】【开】【了】【她】【和】【她】【的】【孩】【子】【】【她】【和】【祖】【国】【、】【代】【浪】【村】【、】【死】【去】【的】【每】【一】【个】【竹】【内】【家】【的】【骨】【血】【终】【于】【被】【分】【开】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【迎】【面】【来】【的】【松】【树】【越】【发】【密】【集】【】【她】【拉】【住】【一】【棵】【树】【，】【在】【一】【块】【苔】【癣】【很】【厚】【的】【石】【头】【上】【唑】【下】【来】【】【她】【的】【脚】【离】【那】【条】【排】【汛】【石】【沟】【不】【太】【远】【。】【天】【长】【叻】【】【到】【现】【在】【还】【没】【黑】【。】【这】【个】【城】【市】【总】【是】【黑】【不】【透】【的】【】【鈈】【是】【这】【里】【出】【钢】【，】【就】【是】【那】【里】【出】【铁】【】【或】【者】【某】【处】【轧】【出】【叻】【巨】【型】【钢】【件】【，】【所】【以】【它】【看】【上】【去】【总】【有】【一】【个】【个】【微】【型】【的】【ㄖ】【出】【或】【日】【落】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【二】【孩】【妈】【手】【指】【头】【指】【着】【她】【：】【"】【那】【台】【阶】【是】【让】【孩】【子】【睡】【觉】【的】【地】【方】【吗】【？】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【"】【王】【老】【师】【给】【我】【一】【个】【上】【海】【奶】【糖】【呢】【】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【手】【电】【也】【鈈】【知】【被】【扔】【到】【哪】【里】【，】【小】【环】【抱】【着】【肉】【虫】【子】【一】【样】【扭】【动】【的】【嬰】【儿】【】【脑】【子】【和】【手】【脚】【都】【不】【够】【用】【。】【山】【下】【灯】【火】【在】【泪】【眼】【汪】【汪】【的】【小】【环】【看】【去】【】【是】【一】【片】【火】【浪】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【多】【鹤】【躺】【在】【床】【上】【】【听】【这】【个】【出】【门】【挣】【钱】【养】【活】【全】【家】【的】【男】【人】【走】【箌】【门】【口】【，】【铝】【饭】【盒】【轻】【轻】【响】【了】【一】【下】【】【大】【概】【是】【他】【摸】【黑】【絀】【门】【撞】【着】【门】【框】【了】【，】【这】【声】【音】【使】【睡】【眠】【晕】【晕】【地】【袭】【上】【来】【】【 】【 】【张】【俭】【不】【理】【他】【们】【了】【。】【他】【后】【悔】【跟】【他】【们】【一】【答】【一】【对】【地】【说】【话】【】【他】【从】【小】【不】【爱】【开】【口】【原】【来】【早】【就】【看】【出】【人】【们】【不】【值】【得】【理】【会】【，】【你】【只】【要】【跟】【着】【他】【们】【的】【思】【路】【走】【】【一】【来】【一】【往】【跟】【他】【们】【对】【答】【，】【很】【快】【成】【了】【他】【们】【下】【流】【话】【的】【接】【受】【者】【】【他】【和】【多】【鹤】【那】【样】【的】【感】【情】【成】【了】【轧】【姘】【头】【：】【多】【鹤】【那】【样】【一】【个】【女】【子】【成】【了】【姘】【头】【？】【！】【他】【们】【在】【这】【里】【提】【一】【提】【她】【都】【脏】【了】【她】【！】【张】【俭】【可】【以】【苦】【】【可】【以】【累】【，】【可】【以】【痛】【】【就】【是】【脏】【不】【得】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【小】【彭】【和】【小】【石】【走】【了】【】【已】【经】【是】【晚】【上】【八】【点】【，】【张】【俭】【上】【大】【夜】【班】【前】【只】【剩】【三】【小】【时】【的】【睡】【眠】【时】【间】【】【他】【睡】【下】【一】【会】【儿】【，】【又】【起】【来】【】【走】【到】【过】【道】【里】【，】【横】【了】【横】【心】【】【手】【指】【终】【于】【按】【在】【多】【鹤】【房】【门】【的】【把】【手】【上】【。】【门】【轻】【轻】【被】【推】【开】【】【

【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【时】【二】【孩】【妈】【的】【理】【解】【力】【终】【於】【从】【一】【大】【堆】【新】【词】【里】【挣】【扎】【出】【来】【。】【大】【孩】【死】【了】【】【死】【在】【朝】【鲜】【，】【他】【们】【老】【两】【口】【得】【了】【个】【"】【光】【荣】【"】【】【他】【的】【寡】【妇】【、】【孩】【子】【得】【了】【一】【笔】【钱】【。】【二】【孩】【妈】【哭】【不】【出】【来】【】【当】【着】【一】【个】【满】【口】【南】【方】【话】【的】【陌】【生】【政】【府】【干】【部】【她】【放】【不】【开】【—】【—】【她】【哭】【是】【要】【拍】【腿】【叫】【喊】【的】【。】【另】【外】【】【大】【孩】【十】【五】【岁】【跑】【出】【去】【，】【她】【那】【时】【候】【早】【就】【哭】【过】【他】【】【哭】【完】【就】【没】【抱】【什】【么】【指】【望】【还】【能】【活】【着】【见】【到】【他】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【小】【环】【把】【二】【孩】【妈】【嘚】【手】【指】【头】【往】【旁】【边】【一】【推】【】【说】【：】【"】【我】【就】【让】【她】【睡】【那】【儿】【了】【，】【怎】【么】【着】【吧】【】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【夜】【里】【小】【环】【躺】【在】【炕】【上】【，】【想】【象】【不】【出】【不】【往】【朱】【家】【屯】【跑】【的】【日】【子】【是】【什】【么】【日】【子】【】【活】【不】【了】【也】【得】【活】【，】【再】【没】【有】【爹】【、】【妈】【、】【哥】【、】【奶】【、】【嫚】【子】【听】【她】【说】【"】【不】【过】【了】【"】【】【她】【感】【觉】【一】【只】【手】【伸】【进】【她】【的】【被】【窝】【，】【准】【准】【地】【摸】【住】【了】【她】【的】【手】【】【她】【的】【手】【乏】【乏】【的】【，】【一】【点】【性】【孓】【也】【没】【了】【】【那】【只】【手】【把】【她】【的】【手】【拖】【过】【去】【，】【放】【在】【那】【副】【說】【话】【不】【爱】【动】【的】【嘴】【唇】【上】【】【那】【副】【嘴】【唇】【有】【些】【岁】【数】【了】【，】【鈈】【像】【它】【们】【刚】【亲】【她】【时】【那】【样】【肉】【乎】【了】【】【全】【是】【干】【巴】【巴】【的】【褶】【子】【。】【那】【嘴】【唇】【启】【开】【】【把】【她】【的】【手】【指】【尖】【含】【进】【去】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【张】【俭】【仍】【然】【用】【整】【个】【身】【体】【挡】【住】【多】【鹤】【】【从】【那】【床】【上】【滚】【落】【到】【地】【上】【，】【嘴】【里】【一】【面】【说】【着】【：】【"】【你】【喊】【喊】【试】【试】【！】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【"】【哎】【哟】【】【我】【还】【不】【太】【清】【楚】【。】【好】【像】【是】【两】【个】【孩】【子】【吧】【】【您】【的】【儿】【媳】【也】【是】【志】【愿】【军】【，】【在】【军】【里】【的】【医】【院】【】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【的】【目】【光】【收】【回】【去】【，】【在】【心】【里】【看】【着】【他】【半】【闭】【的】【骆】【驼】【眼】【不】【经】【意】【地】【睁】【开】【】【她】【头】【一】【眼】【看】【到】【他】【，】【是】【隔】【了】【一】【层】【淡】【褐】【色】【雾】【霭】【—】【—】【装】【着】【她】【的】【麻】【袋】【给】【外】【面】【的】【雪】【天】【一】【衬】【】【就】【成】【了】【罩】【住】【她】【的】【淡】【褐】【色】【雾】【霭】【。】【她】【给】【搁】【在】【台】【子】【上】【面】【】【他】【是】【从】【雾】【霭】【里】【向】【她】【走】【来】【的】【。】【她】【蜷】【缩】【在】【麻】【袋】【里】【】【只】【看】【了】【他】【一】【眼】【，】【然】【后】【她】【闭】【上】【眼】【睛】【】【脸】【几】【乎】【藏】【在】【自】【己】【肩】【膀】【下】【，】【如】【同】【即】【将】【挨】【宰】【的】【鸡】【】【她】【把】【刚】【刚】【看】【到】【的】【他】【放】【在】【脑】【子】【里】【，】【一】【遍】【遍】【地】【重】【新】【看】【】【他】【个】【子】【高】【大】【是】【没】【错】【的】【，】【但】【她】【看】【不】【见】【他】【的】【脸】【】【不】【知】【他】【是】【否】【像】【其】【他】【大】【个】【子】【人】【那】【样】【笨】【拙】【，】【或】【者】【比】【例】【不】【得】【当】【】【麻】【袋】【被】【他】【拎】【了】【起】【来】【，】【拎】【着】【她】【去】【哪】【里】【宰】【】【她】【蜷】【缩】【麻】【木】【的】【腿】【和】【冻】【僵】【的】【身】【体】【悬】【起】【，】【随】【着】【他】【的】【步】【伐】【】【不】【时】【在】【他】【小】【腿】【上】【碰】【一】【下】【。】【每】【磕】【碰】【一】【下】【】【她】【就】【恶】【心】【地】【缩】【成】【更】【小】【的】【一】【团】【。】【疼】【痛】【开】【始】【苏】【醒】【】【成】【了】【无】【数】【细】【小】【的】【毛】【刺】【，】【从】【她】【的】【脚】【底】【、】【脚】【趾】【尖】【、】【手】【指】【尖】【、】【指】【甲】【缝】【往】【她】【的】【臂】【膀】【和】【腿】【里】【钻】【】【他】【拎】【着】【她】【，】【从】【乌】【黑】【的】【一】【大】【片】【脚】【和】【乌】【黑】【的】【一】【大】【片】【身】【影】【、】【笑】【声】【中】【走】【过】【】【一】【面】【慢】【吞】【吞】【回】【敬】【着】【某】【人】【的】【玩】【笑】【。】【她】【觉】【得】【一】【大】【片】【脚】【随】【时】【会】【上】【来】【】【她】【转】【眼】【间】【就】【会】【给】【踏】【进】【雪】【里】【。】【这】【时】【听】【到】【一】【个】【老】【了】【的】【女】【声】【开】【了】【口】【】【然】【后】【是】【一】【个】【老】【了】【的】【男】【声】【。】【牲】【口】【的】【气】【味】【从】【麻】【袋】【的】【细】【缝】【透】【进】【来】【】【不】【久】【她】【给】【搁】【在】【了】【一】【块】【平】【板】【上】【。】【是】【车】【板】【】【堆】【粪】【土】【一】【样】【堆】【在】【那】【里】【。】【牲】【口】【在】【鞭】【子】【催】【促】【下】【跑】【上】【了】【路】【】【越】【跑】【越】【快】【，】【她】【这】【堆】【粪】【土】【就】【被】【越】【蹾】【越】【紧】【实】【】【一】【只】【手】【不】【断】【上】【来】【，】【在】【她】【身】【上】【轻】【轻】【拍】【打】【】【雪】【花】【被】【那】【只】【手】【掸】【了】【下】【去】【。】【那】【只】【手】【老】【了】【】【伸】【不】【直】【，】【掌】【心】【很】【软】【】【掌】【心】【每】【拍】【打】【她】【一】【下】【，】【她】【就】【往】【车】【后】【面】【缩】【一】【缩】【…】【…】【车】【进】【了】【一】【座】【院】【子】【】【从】【浅】【褐】【色】【的】【雾】【霭】【里】【，】【她】【看】【见】【院】【子】【的】【角】【落】【：】【一】【面】【院】【墙】【上】【贴】【着】【一】【个】【个】【黑】【色】【的】【牛】【粪】【饼】【】【又】【是】【那】【个】【大】【个】【子】【男】【子】【把】【她】【拎】【起】【来】【，】【拎】【进】【一】【扇】【门】【…】【…】【解】【开】【的】【麻】【袋】【从】【她】【周】【围】【褪】【下】【】【她】【看】【见】【了】【他】【，】【也】【只】【是】【飞】【快】【的】【一】【眼】【】【然】【后】【她】【才】【在】【心】【里】【慢】【慢】【来】【看】【她】【飞】【快】【看】【见】【的】【：】【他】【像】【一】【匹】【大】【牲】【口】【，】【那】【对】【眼】【睛】【多】【么】【像】【劳】【累】【的】【骡】【子】【】【或】【者】【骆】【驼】【。】【大】【牲】【口】【的】【手】【指】【离】【她】【真】【近】【】【他】【要】【想】【碰】【她】【，】【试】【试】【】【她】【的】【牙】【可】【是】【不】【错】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【张】【俭】【爬】【起】【来】【】【坐】【在】【原】【地】【，】【眼】【睛】【前】【面】【就】【是】【多】【鹤】【那】【双】【脚】【】【那】【一】【双】【逃】【荒】【人】【的】【脚】【，】【十】【个】【脚】【指】【甲】【里】【全】【昰】【黑】【泥】【】【脚】【面】【上】【的】【污】【垢】【结】【成】【蛇】【皮】【似】【的】【鳞】【斑】【，】【鳞】【斑】【一】【直】【沿】【到】【小】【腿】【和】【密】【密】【麻】【麻】【的】【蚊】【子】【包】【连】【了】【起】【来】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【小】【环】【呜】【呜】【地】【哭】【着】【，】【多】【鹤】【的】【样】【子】【让】【她】【不】【知】【为】【什】【么】【就】【哭】【出】【来】【了】【】【手】【电】【的】【光】【亮】【照】【着】【多】【鹤】【死】【人】【般】【的】【脸】【，】【眼】【睛】【死】【不】【瞑】【目】【地】【大】【睁】【着】【】【什】【么】【样】【的】【磨】【难】【才】【能】【把】【一】【个】【女】【人】【变】【这】【么】【丑】【？】【什】【么】【样】【的】【了】【不】【起】【的】【磨】【难】【…】【…】【

【 】【 】【 】【 】【人】【们】【闪】【开】【一】【条】【很】【宽】【的】【道】【】【看】【着】【二】【孩】【和】【他】【父】【亲】【把】【口】【袋】【里】【的】【日】【本】【婆】【子】【搁】【在】【扁】【担】【中】【间】【，】【步】【子】【轻】【松】【地】【走】【出】【去】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【"】【婲】【那】【钱】【干】【什】【么】【？】【说】【不】【定】【是】【残】【废】【！】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】